I need some focus.

Ah.. me and consistency. I haven’t logged on to my blog for so long I even forgot the password. My life needs a bit of organising. My room’s a mess. My body clock’s a mess. I have a hill of clothes I haven’t ironed in a month. I keep changing my  meal time although I know just delaying lunch for an hour will require me to pop antacids. I have books to read that I never do. I’ve stopped doodling in my visual journal for a while. My dancing needs improvement but I’m just too reluctant to do the exercises. My job’s going nowhere and I don’t see myself having any kind of career anytime soon. I keep forgetting to return library books and keep getting fined. I also forgot to pay last month’s phone bill. I wish I had a Personal Assistant to poke me whenever I’m late for appointments or miss my bills payments.

My mom was sifting through the stack of my stuff left at home and she found the report from an aptitude test I took in high school. I would say it still describes me pretty accurately now. The first page was the summary of my scores, and read (roughly translated into English):

Numerical ability, score: 9/10
General aptitude, score: 8/10
Technical ability, score: 8/10
Linguistic ability, score: 8/10
Speed, score: 8/10
Concentration, score: 7/10
Attention to details, score: 7/10
Stability (consistency in work, I assume), score: 6/10
Tidiness, score: 6/10
Persistence, score: 6/10

I think there were a few more lines but this was what my mom extracted for me. From the looks of it I should’ve been a mad physicist or some mathematical genius instead..

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